2026-03-31 Notes
yesterday: 2026-03-27-notes
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tried to make a little progress on spring-cleaning-2026-homelab-edition
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Also having M.2 MiniMax do something about a consistent neovim issue... if it fails this morning I'll resort to real Opus later for the fix
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It's holy week and I barely know about it cause work is just taking up so much time... I really hate this but I don't think I can just blame work. I am to blame, I have so many short comings and I'm not actively doing a lot about them, I'm just trying to mitigate them with AI. I'm trying to learn the problem space and solve problems how I used to: only faster, but there's a lot of other people, competing priorities, limited hardware to test out ideas, and it's a very heavy cognitive burden... Unfortunately I'm giving in and letting it take over, perhaps today the Lord will soften my mind towards work and give me an more appropriate level of care and help me to meditate on things that are true, pure, noble, and worthy of my full attention.
“See how the patient Jesus stands, Insulted in his lowest case! Sinners have bound the Almighty’s hands, And spit in their Creator’s face.
With thorns his temples gor’d and gash’d Send streams of blood from every part; His back’s with knotted scourges lash’d. But sharper scourges tear his heart.”
Spurgeon, C. H. (1896). Morning and evening: Daily readings. Passmore & Alabaster.